Feeling So Tired

Sigh I dunno what happened... but it just feels like today has been a very tiring day for me... and there were not very pleasant things that happened, but I'm thankful that these are extremely trivial things...

First was my Chinese prelim. I don't think I wrote well because for my compo I wrote mainly on foreign talent blending into our society and I didn't write much on the importance and impact of foreign talent. Sigh. What's done is done. What to do.

Then I realised that my plastic containers which I brought to school were gone. They were supposed to be used for Biology practical but then only at the end of the day I remembered about it. And my desk partner told me when he came back to class he only found his. He didn't see mine. So I suppose someone who didn't bring his own container saw mine and took mine. Sigh. Thankfully at home still have containers. Haha.

Then I got headache. Now still having headache. It's those type that... prevents you from sleeping because you can't relax yourself while your head is throbbing so hard. Haha. Not the first time ma. Used to have headaches very often in P6. Now considered a lot better liao. Lol.

My dad changed a SIM card for me and didn't tell me. So I spent quite a bit of time after school taking out my SIM card and putting it back again. I didn't know that my previous SIM card was disabled liao. Sigh.

Today was supposed to practise piano accompaniment with my friend for his O level MEP. This morning then he tell me he got CIP. Hey I cancelled my piano lesson for this leh. Then he last minute cannot make it. I wasn't happy about it though he told me he forgot. Somemore my SIM card deactivated so cannot sms my piano teacher.

Today just feel very lazy leh. Didn't do much work today. Came home only finished 3 parts of an A math question and SL reflection. Quite disappointed in myself leh. Sigh.

Busy week ahead leh. This Friday pianist for praise and worship. And I can't find the score for one song!!! Panic... And Saturday got BB ROD worship. I'm keyboardist. And I've to write a piano part for ROD special. Sigh. So many things to do. And Bio prac!!!

Think this Wednesday I won't go for orchestra. I'll tell my teacher I need the time off to prepare for prelims on Thursday. Dunno why but still feel a bit pissed at the conductor. If I were given a choice I wouldn't wanna step inside the music centre ever again. Haiz... life's liddat lor.

Today felt like I was just trying to while away time. Like I'm watching a Chinese drama. Mediacorp one. Filmed 3 or 4 years ago I think. Or was it 5 years ago. Haha. Watched 4 episodes today. Good evidence of how much concentration I have today. Lol. At least had quite a good laugh.

At least today I handed over all my responsibilities to my Sec 3 replacing me after ROD. Haha. Don't think I did a good job in giving my instructions but... he said he understood. Haha.

Hope I can continue to smile for the rest of this week. I keep on reminding myself that I should rejoice in Him. If I emo the whole day and show all my unhappiness I won't make myself feel better anyway. Unless I feeling really lousy then I'll emo lor. Haha. That's just me. :)