After today's sermon, I then realised that all those words that I typed in my blog post yesterday were so foolish...
I knew that all I had to do was to build my foundation on God! And to place my focus on Him and nothing else, because He is a faithful God, a God who never disappoints! And what one of my cell members did to encourage me was that I should let others see the Christlikeness in me, and one way to do so during this period of time is to show that I can find joy and rejoice in Him!
I am typing this post now, without any anxiety or nervousness, but experiencing a sense of peace within me. I know this peace does not come from within me, but it comes from Him.
I'm also thankful that I am finally able to have a good time of sharing with my mother, and now she also understands what I have been through all these while. I am so touched with what she said, because she said she is my mother, and if I've anything bottled up, I should always share it with her regardless of how it will worry her. And she told me, if there's anything that has been affecting me negatively, simply talk to God. He hears. He listens! :)
Right now, it just feels as if all my burdens are being lifted off me. Tomorrow I don't have to go to school. Youth Day holiday. Yay :) But when a new school week starts on Tuesday, I know that I just have to let Him take control. Regardless of how difficult the road ahead may seem to be, right now I know that what He wants me to do is to face it with a smile! :)
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