Let Go and Let God

Today was... a typical day lor. Haha. My Singlish coming back on my blog liao. Nothing wrong lor. Lol. I quite random huh :)

I finished reading the book "How to Ruin Your Life by 40", and I thought that there are a lot of situations that are applicable to me... it's like when I read it just clicks. I finally understand how important I am to God, that what I am today is not a coincidence, but rather, the process of God moulding me into someone whom He can incorporate into His will!

I will start strong, and I will end strong. The book says that out of 10 who start strong, only 1 will end strong. I hope I am the 1 person that ends strong, and I also hope that as time passes, there will be more who end strong.

Before free period ended, I actually finished reading the book. So I got nothing to do lor. Then I take out earphones and started listening to music... and took out the book again to re-read some parts again. I dunno why when I finished reading the book the first time, my emotions like downward graph liddat leh, drop a lot. And I felt very emo. Dunno why but... that's just me I guess...

And I suddenly felt like saying a prayer. I think no one in class realised that I was praying because... I was just so unimportant in everyone's eyes that I probably don't deserve any attention. But that doesn't matter to me, because I know that I am important to God, and that is what matters!

Though I still felt slightly emo after praying, I knew that all I had to do was to let go and let God. Once I let Him take control and guide me, I will experience a sense of inner peace and calmness, for I know that through my life, I can glorify Him!

I hope to be a good testimony for Him! :)