Today was school's annual cross-country. Of course the event didn't proceed smoothly because it rained. And so we were dismissed really early. Haha rain was so heavy that I was drenched. And the grass at West Coast Park soaked my shoe so much that I took them off. Since I was already drenched, couldn't be bothered to use umbrella. Might as well run under the rain and enjoy myself.
And my ear was wet. And so was my phone. So when people called me I couldn't really hear them. So a lot of miscommunication. Hike recee was pushed later until 2pm and I only managed to cover half the checkpoints. I plan to do the remaining checkpoints this coming Saturday afternoon after my church outing.
Hike recee ended at 6pm. So chiong home for dinner and bathe... and thinking my dad would send me. How I know just because he wanted to watch TV then don't want send me. Ask me to wait till the show ends. Think I got so much time ah. I'm already late for cell leh. So I went myself. And I ran after the bus. And I caught up with the bus! :D Thank God for that!
Was really worried for my song sharing just now. I was the last one to share so I could see how others shared their songs and then imitated a bit of how they did it. I thought I couldn't hit the high notes but... thank God I did :)
But I don't think I brought across the message very well. Like I stammered a lot and then... it's like my words lacked the impact and the power. So I believe those who listened to my sharing found it quite boring. Haiz. Speech was an aspect that shaped me as an outgoing person last time. But right now, speech has become something that really drags me down.
I'm no longer a vocal person. And I'm beginning to feel that I'm not very good at getting along with people. Words, to me, is something I've become really sensitive to. Last time, when someone made a certain comment about me, I could laugh at it and take it easy. But now, when the same comment is made, it might spoil my mood and I might just enter an emo mood for some time.
I'm not very talented in piano. And I'm not good at singing either. And at this point in time, I'm not a very vocally expressive person. I'm rather ineffective in communicating my thoughts. That's why sometimes I choose to keep quiet. Especially when no one bothers to listen to me.
But I believe He has His plans for me.
1 comments:
Aiyo... was it that bad? Maybe you look at things to pessimistically? I thought your sharing was pretty nice.. Don't hurt yourself thinking about so much negative thoughts okay?
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