Over

Wow this busy day is finally over... I really thank God for His provision and His guidance! :)

Today's ROD Live Praise was okay... except my scores kept on sliding off so I had to play the chords with my left hand while putting them back in place with my right hand. And Orchestra was okay... Conductor and concert master forgot about the audition so... managed to escape today. Hehe.

I think I know what song I'm gonna share for the song sharing next next Friday. It won't be any of the two songs that I've mentioned in one of the earlier posts. It's titled "Give Us Clean Hands". I want to share this song because I feel that there is a very important message that God wants me to bring across through this song, especially in our generation right now, where the world is getting so corrupted and stuff liddat. I'll share more on the day itself ba! Might even decide to do an analysis of the lyrics. Hehe.

I'm so surprised that despite being so tired... I still finished my Chemistry assignment! Yay! Though right now I really wish there's a one week break for me. To do what I like. Don't have to do work. That'll be really great :)

Today didn't have time to feel empty because I was so occupied with things going on. Like I'm rushing for time. Where got time to think of all these things? But once I'm alone, once I have nothing to do, this sense loneliness and emptiness begins to creep in... sometimes I feel that just by trying to make myself happy, I do overly-retarded stuff like... being super childish. Then after that I'll reflect and say "Shit why did I do that"!

What I need right now is not someone to point out all my mistakes and order me about how I should behave. I need someone to encourage me.