Just when I'm able to pick myself up again, just when I see a glimmer of hope in my days ahead, I'm falling down again!
Seriously right now I really don't know what to do with my life. Just when I found the strength to stand up again and face life with a smile, I'm afraid, from this moment onwards, my face might never reflect a smile ever again...
Today, after BB parade, I forgot to lower the BB flag. And my second "spiritual buddy" posted it on Facebook. So now the whole world knows that the flag wasn't lowered. I believe he didn't know I was one of the flag raisers but... now the whole world knows I'm a joke I'm a failure!!!
Seriously now I don't know what to do with my life. I really feel like running away. Run away from home. Run away from everyone. To a place where no one can find me. Since I'm no longer important to anyone anyway...
Sigh it's gonna be another day when I cry myself to sleep.
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