Today I cut my hair. I made it short again. Because I see my hair as a symbol for all my troubles. Once my hair is gone, so are my troubles. And I'm no longer physical weighed down by my hair, just like how I have been emotionally weighed down by my unhappy experiences and thoughts.
A brand new hairstyle. A brand new start for this new month. And I just ask God for the wisdom to handle all the challenges ahead of me.
This week is FOA week. And I still have so much to complete for Biology Coursework. And I have Orchestra rehearsals everyday. Thankfully tomorrow's rehearsal ends at 4.30pm so I still have quite a bit of time to finish up what I need to finish.
I'm so touched that one of my cell members actually passed me a book to encourage me. I won't have time to start reading this week though. But after this Friday... I'm gonna start reading. I hope that this book can save me out of this whirlpool.
I'm drowning in this whirlpool. But I'm trying my best to stay afloat. Situations in the classroom will not be easy to handle when pertaining to the emotional aspect. If I've to be a quiet person, then I guess I shall be a quiet person ba. Rather than talking to myself and cracking jokes to myself and eventually end up as an emo person.
I hope I can find the encouragement that I need.
I'm still praying for a spiritual buddy. And I'm hoping that God will answer my prayer soon. I trust that God has His plans for me.
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