Lost

Today morning seemed like a good time to go for a run. But to me it wasn't a run. It was... about getting lost and finding my way home!

Haha to be honest I found myself quite stupid this morning. Going for a run without water bottle, money and handphone. I didn't think too much cos... the times that I ran 12km, I survived without all these. So yea. Thought history would repeat itself.

True enough, I survived, but the experience wasn't that nice haha. What I had planned to do was to run to Bukit Timah and loop back home through Farrer Road. But i. got. thirsty. And I had no money, no handphone. So can't call home for help. Haha. I tried to act smart by cutting through private estates to get home quickly... but then I got lost. Lol!

So it was... around 45 minutes trying to figure my way out? I suppose I only managed to find my way out because I asked for directions. But it was really tiring. Walking up-slope and down-slope again and again. Haiz. Who can I blame but myself. Haha.

Today went well. Another happy day. Though I couldn't manage to settle a lot of my thoughts and emotions during the run... I suppose the run made me tired enough to not think of anything upsetting!

Went to see optician in the afternoon. i. need. specs. haha. Astigmatism in left eye got worse. Asked for frameless specs because I want to try something different. And the specs provided UV protection so haha worth getting one :)

But when I think of tomorrow... it just makes me feel so uncertain. Because tmr night there's cell. I don't know why but I just feel... so afraid. I don't want to feel left out... it's like everyone is part of a click and I'm... swimming around???

Haha I hope tomorrow won't be too bad...