Today didn't feel very good being at home. Because the "study" atmosphere is always there.
Like my siblings are studying when they get home. I mean they have to. Because school reopen for them liao mah. And what happens when my mum sees me relac-ing? She asks me to go read up on my Year 5 books. Says that this year is going to be a tough year and I should be doing more meaningful stuff. But please la. I really really need a break leh. And when I tell her I'm so tired from so much activity? She replies by saying that I'm not the only one. So what? Other mums are more... understanding in this sense.
I really need my own space. And how nice it would be to have a camp where I have no restrictions. Like I can just wake up at 12pm. Then brunch. Then do whatever I like. Of course must have keyboard and table tennis table. And how nice it would be to just spend this 3-day-2-night camp with one or two really really close friends.
Oh I really need a break. A break from conformation. A break from being told what to do all the time. And a break from seeing my mum's pissed off face when I don't sleep by 12am. And being scolded for sleeping late. And for being lectured time and again for not studying during my holiday. Bah. I do study a bit. But holiday. Please. Thank you.
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