Resolutions

Haha finally did my resolutions during Primers' retreat! Was a really really good retreat because it was a time of fellowship, praying for one another, and really seeking God and placing Him as the focus. And my first time leading worship... I guess it went okay and I must say my guitarist really helped me a lot and he did an awesome job! But we mustn't forget that without an awesome God, all these would not be possible!

As a worship leader... I guess there is still a lot for me to learn. And there are many ways in which I can improve... but I suppose I managed to get the message of my worship across... and it just feels so great to be able to do something for God!

Hmm regarding resolutions. I suppose I'll post them here... but I did pray and meditate before I listed out these resolutions! :) And what God told me was that my weaknesses can be made strong in Him! And after reflecting and thinking... I did come up with some stuff... I listed out my weaknesses, which are 1. relating to people, 2. working with people, 3. being easily affected by emotions.

And so I came up with these resolutions.

1. To forget/forgive my painful and unhappy experiences with people (disappointments with spiritual buddies and close friends)

2. To love people with selflessly like how Jesus did

3. To smile for Him, and always open up myself to Him to be filled with His joy and peace, because that's how I can be a good testimony for Him as well!

4. To be humble before God and men...

and along with other commandments that as a Christian I know I must work towards achieving.

And oh yesterday for cell, I was pianist and I did try something interesting... word painting. Haha. Like I listened closely to what worship leader was saying in between songs and during prayer and I tried playing my chords in a way that blends with the contents of the speech/prayer. Dunno how well I did in that aspect but I thought as the pianist, what I can do is to assist my worship leader in conveying the message that he wants to bring across so... yea.

And like I said before, I'm a very emotional person. So I thought maybe I should just clarify something. That all my previous posts are all based on my emotions at that point in time. And that's what I hope to avoid in the future. Not just on blog. But everywhere. That I will control my emotions and not let my emotions control me. Haha. Summarized it in one sentence :P

I guess that's about it for the day. I still have quite a bit of stuff that I want to say but it's late I want to sleep and I and don't want to wake up late tomorrow and end up having to chionggg through my wash up and stuff tomorrow morning before church so good night :)