I'm still stuck... dunno whether I should continue with BB Primers or not. Two nights ago, I had this dream... I believe that it is a dream sent by God... that I am in tears, saying goodbye to all my cohort mates in BB. I don't know how to interpret this dream - whether it means that I'm really gonna say goodbye, or is it that if I leave BB, I will be extremely unhappy about leaving.
Haiz. I'm still praying about it and for God to give me a clearer answer. I really can't decide, and I'm gonna leave this decision fully to God to decide for me and to lead me and guide me.
Today's Bible Study was really meaningful... about Moses answering God's calling in Exodus 4.
And I'm really thankful that today, I shared my experiences these months with someone whom I have known for 6 years. I sorta trust him, and I'm really thankful that he was a really great listening ear. Like he didn't probe me with questions and tell me to do this and do that. Sometimes all I need is a listening ear.
I'm trying to face everything around me positively. But I dunno why I just don't want to enter the BB Admin room unless I really really have to. Perhaps that is because I don't want to become a target for insults again. Haiz.
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